Time to come clean

Ok so for a while there I didn't want to post about my weight gain I was disappointed in the way the band hasn't worked the way I thought it should work but I think I haven't done my best to work with it either. I know I need a fill but I'm trying to work with what I have. Ok so in the last month I had gained 6 lbs! For the Holiday Challenge I sent in the horrible 264.4lbs I couldn't believe it :( . But I've worked my booty off since then, I've watched what I eat, portion control and started hitting the gym. I decided not to weigh myself until this morning. I'm at 258.2! Now this is morning weight which will vary from evening weight but I'm hoping I'm at least at 258-259. I don't know if how successful I'll be next week since it is a very busy school week, which means less time at the gym, but my goal before my next fill December 09 is to be at least at 249 I want to be out of the 250s and by New Year's I want to be in the 230s will this happen? I don't know but I sure can try!

Holiday Challenge

It's official I've paid and joined the holiday challenge! I've been thinking about it for a while saying maybe I shouldn't do this...then I thought why not? Is there a negative? No!!! Just me FINALLY being a little more responsible about what I eat and how much I exercise! So I am officially going the gym on Saturday and my first work out will be Monday! I will kick this challenge in the butt for myself :) Only cheating days I'm giving myself is Thanksgiving and the day after LEFT OVERS YUMMO!!! And then back on that bad boy! I'm hoping by my next fill WHICH I SO NEED, I'll be down at least 20 lbs! Good Luck all of you who are on the challenge!