Psych Evaluation

Just came back from my psych evaluation and I was really nervous...for no reason. The Dr. was great he was really nice and just asked me questions about my life, how its going, and what changes do I have to make for myself. It was good to talk to someone who isn't judging me, plus he told me that I don't look anywhere near as heavy as I am...boost of confidence :). He actually recommend a book for me...but for my Graduate course work lol. He said he read it in college as a business major and thought I would benefit from it...Nice guy :).

I'm a little irritated though...He asked me when my surgery is I said I don't know he asked well you've been approved through the insurance right I said no. He seemed surprised that I didn't know anything about a timeline he said that he usually sees patients that are about to do that surgery within a month or so. My primary doctor asked me the same thing said that if she was clearing me for surgery it must be any time soon....:( I just wish I knew. Ah well UGI tomorrow then they submit with the insurance and I have to get on the Doctor's diet....EWWW :)

Changes!

Bare with me this is my first post and hopefully not my last! I have so many things going on in my life right now that I feel if I don't put them down I might go Coo Coo! So this is really for...me :) I've been an avid reader of blogs for a year or so and thought maybe now is the time to start my own.

Let me start off my introducing myself...Hola Cindy here! I currently live in Southern California and no I don't love it :( Don't get me wrong its a beautiful area and most probably feel really lucky to be living here, but not me. I am and will always be a TEXAN!! Born and raised! Because of this and that I found myself moving to California to be closer to family and get my life in ORDER!

THINGS ARE FINALLY CHANGING! I am in the process of submitting for lap band surgery and applying for Graduate School all at the same time. If things work out I might actually be starting school and getting the surgery days/weeks apart. Which is STRESSFUL! But, I'm tired of not living my life. I feel like I've been sitting in front of the TV these past 3 years watching people live their lives while I watch and mine is just passing me by. I finally decided that this was the year for change!

So here I go posting my ups and downs (hopefully more ups) I have my psych evaluation tomorrow and then my UGI on Thursday...then the doctor submitts to the insurance company....MY BIGGEST FEAR! :( Oh well "Que Sera...Sera" Also I'm finishing up my essays by Wednesday ::CROSSING FINGERS:: and I WILL submitt my application for graduate school by friday!!! AAHHHH!!