I haven't posted here in a couple of days put there isn't really much news right not since everything is on hold and I'm waiting! Waiting for the insurance to HOPEFULLY approve the surgery and waiting to see if I've been accepted into graduate school! I'm so worried about everything that I can't sleep very well the last few weeks :(. I love sleep need 8 hours or I'm a cranky cranky person :( and yet I've on been getting about 4 to 5 hours of sleep a night even on weekends! Ahhhh! I tell myself everything will work out in the end and to have faith, but sometimes its hard to believe that maybe this time things will work just the way I plan them too.
On to better things I leave to San Antonio, TX on Tuesday!!! It's my yearly trip to my beautiful city that I hope to move back to one day! And for the first time in 3 years I'll be staying for 7 whole days!!! My sister and her friend are coming down with me since they both just turned 21 and want to hang with the pros for a couple days and see what partying is really about lol! Kidding....not really...sort of. I have no free time to relax I am literally booked every day and I think I overbooked some days! Its very hard when you have so many friends living in one place you can't really just see some of them or the others get their feelings hurt, I learned that lesson the hard way from the first visit. The most exciting thing is spending time with my 5 closest friends, we went through some tough times together! College was a big wake up call to a lot of us who moved far away from our parents. We grew up very quickly and learned to lean on each other in order to survive. Like I tell them often, which I know the get tired of hearing :), I would not have made it without them, they were my shoulder to cry, the people that made me laugh until i cried, they are my family and without them in my life on a daily basis I feel a lil empty :(. I love those girls! I better stop watery eyes, I have to save it for the tearful goodbyes and see you soons!
FIESTA!!!! Yup that's why I decided next week for my trip...How do I explain fiesta? San Antonio literally shuts down the city to party for one whole week...I'm not kidding most businesses, especially in the downtown area, close at noon all week! They close the streets down and party party party!!! Food SO BAD FOR YOU but oh so good! Chicken on a stick!!!!!! AHHH Booze, booze and more booze! Beer, MARGARITAS, hurricanes, Sangria, wine, and anything else you can think of is sold at every other booth in the city! I'm so excited! And I know my sister will love it! I will make a San Antonian of her you wait and see! (I'll post another day about my plan to force all my family to move at least one hour from San Antonio so I dont miss anyone! :) )
Well I'll stop my rambling now. According to the doctor's office I should have an answer from the insurance by the time I get back from my trip. And that should also be around the same time that I get either approved or denied from Graduate School! Its going to be an emotional end of the month, regardless if the news is good or bad, or both. Wish me luck!